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SALAMAT sa pagdalaw!Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-7233467439793239572015-09-19T23:04:00.001-07:002015-09-20T02:28:53.043-07:00PagMAMAHAL o PagHanga<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Tinanong ako ng friend ko, “Akala ko ba Showtime fan ka, bakit
ka nag popost ng Aldub sa twitter mo?” at napa-isip ako.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Lumaki akong Eat Bulaga ang pinapanood dahil iyon ang
malimit na panourin ng mga magulang ko. Naalala ko pa lalo na’t Sabado pag
walang pasok sa school at nasa bahay din ang itay, kasama namin ang Eat Bulaga
sa pananghalian. Masasabing “Kapuso” ang pamilya namin, dahil halos buong araw
GMA shows ang pinapanood. Unang Hirit, Eat Bulaga at 24 Oras ay ilan sa
palagian kong napapanood noong nasa Pinas pa ako.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Noon mapunta ako dito sa UAE taong 2010, doon ko simulang
napanood ang mga ABS-CBN shows dahil TFC and provider ng Flat na tinitirhan ko
at ang dati kong karelasyon ay isa naman “Kapamilya”. Naging kumportable naman
ako sa mga palabas ng ABS, lalo na’t ang ilang Kapuso start ay nakikita ko
narin sa Channel 2, tulad ni Angel Locsin. Sa UAE ko lang din unang napanood
ang Showtime, mula noon ito na ang lagi ko kung pinapanood. Dahil nasa trabaho
ako maghapon, iyong reply sa hating-gabi ang aking inaabangan. Maganda ang
programa, maayos ang mga segment, masaya. Kahit napupuyat ako, ok lang masaya
naman ako bago matulog. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Naging FAN ako ng Showtime dahil nag bigay ito ng bagong
timpla sa pananghalian ng pinoy, hindi man bago ang mga segment napanood ko na
ang ilan nito sa Eat Bulaga at ang iba naman ay nagawa na rin ng ibang shows local
man o banyaga. Ang naging iba lang ay ang atake. Kung may orihinal man na
masasabing tatak Showtime iyon ay ang “That’s my tomboy” at “I am PoGay”. Pero kahit nanonood ako ng Showtime tuwing Linggo
pag wala akong ginagawa at wala namang Showtime, nanunood ko ang Eat Bulaga
online. Iyong buong week na episode nila ng “Juan for All, All for One” ang
aking pinapanood, iyon lamang ang akin sinusubay-bayan sa Eat Bulaga mula nga
ng magtrabaho ako abroad. May ilang mga pagkakataong na papanood ko rin ang
ilang nilang mga segments kung wala naman akong ibang gagawin.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Masaya akong napapanood ang “Juan for All, All for One”,
dahil nagagawa nitong mabago ang buhay ng ilan nating mga kababayan at ‘yong
tuwa ng dala ng mga host nito na JOWAPAU. Makabuluhan ang segment na ito ng Eat
Bulaga, dahil sa kanilang “Plastic ni Juan” na kung saan ang mga naiipong
plastic ay tinutumbasan ng upuang ibinibigay naman sa mga paaralan. Naging
masaya pa ito ng ipasok ang “Solving Problem” at ng ilunsad nila ang tambalang
ALDUB.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Kung noon ay tuwing weekend ko lang pinapanood ang Eat
Bulaga, ngayon basta may bago ng upload sa internet kahit malabo ang kopya
pinagtyatyagaan ko itong panuorin. Masasabing isa rin akong FAN ng AlDub ng Eat
Bulaga.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pero kahit na may ALDUB pa, nanonood pa rin ako ng Showtime.
Pero noong nakaraang linggo, sa segment nitong “Sine mo 2” habang naghahanda
ang mga host para sa kanilang gagawing acting battle, nabanggit ni Vice Ganda
sa team 2 ang “KUNG KAILANGANG E-GUEST ANG ALDUB PARA MANALO KAYO, GAWIN NYO!”
nasaktan ako, di dahil sa gagayahin nila ang AlDub kungdi dahil bakit kailangan
sa kanila, sa kanya mismo manggaling ang salitang ALDUB ang kailangan para manalo ang team 2 o hudyat ba ito na gagayahin nila ang "Kalye serye" lilikha sila ng halos tulad nito? Noong una,
pinilit ko ang aking sarili na nagbibiro lamang si Vice sa kanyang nasabi.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pero nitong linggo lamang ng unang lumabas ang “Ms.
Pastillas” sa Showtime doon ko lubos na naisip na marahil ay talagang GAGAYAHIN
nga ng Showtime ang AlDub. Hinanap ko muli ang episode na kung saan ko unang
narinig kay Vice ang salitang AlDub at pinag aralan ang kanyang
body language doon ko napagtanto. Maaring nasabi iyon ni Vice pero hindi iyon
mula sa kanyang puso, ito ay katagang tumatak sa kanyang isip na ipinilit o
pinapagawa sa kanya, sa kanila ng kung sino man.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Noong Martes ng hating-gabi makalipas ng limang taong
panunood ng Showtime pinatay ko ng maaga ang TV kahit kasisimula pa lamang ng
palabas. Dahil muli si “Ms. Pastillas” na naman ang kanila na lamang palabas at
nakita ko sa kilos ng bawat isa sa mga host na hindi sila tunay na masaya sa
kanilang ginagawa. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Sa loob ng isang linggo, inaabangan ko pa rin ang Showtime
pilit kong pinanood ang inihahain nilang palabas. Sa bawat araw na iyon ay
nasaktan ako, dahil tila isinuko nila ang lahat para lamang matapatan ang Eat
Bulaga, ang AlDub. Nawala ang lahat na segment ng show, ng walang paliwanag ng
walang dahilang ibinahagi sa kanyang manunood. Na miss ko ang Showtime ang
tunay na Showtime na natutunang ko ng panuorin kahit pa Eat Bulaga ang
nakagisnan kong pangtanghaling palabas. Para na rin akong hindi nanood ng
Showtime ng isang buong linggo.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Sana muli kung mapanood ang Showtime, ang Showtime na
dahilan kung ba’t ako tumalikod sa Eat Bulaga ng Panandalian…<o:p></o:p><br />
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“Humahanga tayo sa isang tao, sa isang bagay dahil may
DAHILAN. Pero kung ang bawat dahilan na iyon ay nawala, naglahu na… hahanga ka
pa kaya?” <o:p></o:p><br />
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Maaga akong nagising kaninang umaga, at dahil wala akong
magawa hinalungkat ko ang luma kong photo album at isa sa larawang nandoon ay
isang pamilyang masayang nag tatanghalian habang nanunood ng Eat Bulaga!<o:p></o:p></div>
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At mula sa larawang iyon doon ko nabuo ang sagot sa tanong
sa akin…<o:p></o:p><br />
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“Maaring ako’y naging tagahanga ng Showtime, pero bago pa
man ito mayroon na akong MINAHAL ang Eat Bulaga!”<o:p></o:p><br />
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Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-35035793024057575242015-09-03T00:47:00.005-07:002015-09-03T00:58:56.081-07:00LARO<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">pangtakip sa mata</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">Kaliwang kamay</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">panggaya sa bilang ng daliri</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">na iyong ipapahula</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">Sa bawat sandaling di ka nakikita</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">di malaman ang gagawin</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">nilalamon ng kaba,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">pag ako’y iyong sinaling</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">inihahanda ang sarili…</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">isa</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">dalawa</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">tatlo</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">apat</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">o</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">lima</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">ngayon’y ano na naman kaya?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">Hinintay ko ng kay tagal</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">ang iyong pitik</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">di nakatiis</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">sumilip</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">ikaw ay wala</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">nasaan?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">may ibang kalaro</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">ibang kasalo</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">ilang beses na nga ba akong nagkamali</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">subalit ito akong muli</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">nakatakit ang mata…</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">nag-aabang</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">naghihintay na masaktan</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">upang muli ay humula</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">Magbabalik ka pa kaya?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">hanggang kailan nga ba dapat umasa?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">at ilang sakit pa bago matauhan ang puso...</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">na ang lahat ay isa lamang laro! </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">pitik-bulag... -Felmo-</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">tumatagos
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">upang<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">na sa akin ay
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">January 3,
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Bagong
taon bagong Flat…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Dahil mas
gusto ko ng tahimik na lugar, kung kaya lumipat ako sa ibang flat… total bagong
taon na rin naman mas maganda narin sigurong itaon na sa bagong bahay ako uuwi.
Medyo malayo sa pinapasukan ko ang kinuha kong Flat, pero okay lang dahil
malapit naman ako sa dagat ilang minutong lakaran lang nandun na ako. Ito naman
ang gusto ko makalakad sa tabing dagat sa umaga o di kaya sa hapon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Sa
nilipatan kong flat ay may nakilala akong mag-asawa sina Denice at Cedric, bali
nasa 2<sup>nd</sup> floor sila ako naman ay nasa 3<sup>rd</sup> floor. Kami
lang ang Filipinong nakatira sa flat na iyon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nakita
lang nila akong nagbubuhat ng ilang mga gamit paakyat sa 3<sup>rd</sup> floor
ng nag-alok sila sa akin ng tulong. Mula doon ay nabuo ang isang pagkakaibigan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pareho
silang Nurse, kakakasal lang nila noong isang taon. Bali si Denice halos tatlong
taon na dito sa Middle East ng mag bakasyon s’ya last year ay nagpakasal sila ni
Cedric na boyfriend n’ya since college. Last December lang ng sumunod si Cedric
kay Denice, upang dito narin mag hanap ng trabaho. Sa ngayon di pa nakakahanap
si Cedric ng trabaho kaya sya muna ang taong bahay. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Naging
mabait naman sa akin ang mag-asawa, dahil di rin naman nagkakalayo ang aming
edad na nasa late 20’s kung kaya siguro hindi gaanong mahirap ang mapalapit sa
kanila.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">January 19,
2014<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
katok sa pinto ang bahagyang gumulat sa akin, alas-sais na noon ng gabi at wala
naman akong inaasahang bisita. Tinungo ko ang pinto, ng aking buksan ay tumambad
sa akin si Cedric naka-ngiti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“gandang hapon” </span></i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ang kanyang bati<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“oh, na daan ka…”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“eh, baka nainom ka? Yayain sana kita…
may nakuha kasi akong isang bote”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ah okay, tapusin ko lang itong
niluluto ko… pasok ka pala. sorry”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ano palang niluluto mo?”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ano pa eh
di isda…” sabay tawa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“mukhang masarap yan ah, sa bahay ka
na rin kain ng hapunan, bago inom para may kasabay ako”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“kasabay? na saan pala si Denice?”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“pumasok, night duty sya ngayon hangang
next week”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nasa sala
kaming dalaw ni Cedric, masayang nagkukwentuhan habang umiinom. Napansin ko na
makweto s’ya lalo na’t medyo lasing narin dahil naka kakalahati na rin kami ng
aming iniinum na alak. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Sa
kalagitnaan ng aming usapan tungkol sa pagsasama nilang mag-asawa ay bigla
syang tumayo at pumasok sa kwarto nila, paglabas ay may dala-dalang maliliit na
karton, karton ng mga condom…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Inilabas
ang ilan… at ipinakita sa akin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Alam mo ba ito, ito ang bumabalot kay
manoy kapag nag se-sex kami, kesyo hindi pa sya pwedeng mabuntis… di naman daw
sya pwedeng mag pills dahil may ilang allergies s’ya sa gamot”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ramdam ko
ang kanyang natatagong emosyon sa kanyang asawa, dati akala ko okay sila
matagal ng mag kasintahan, bagong kasal, masaya silang kapwa kasama. Pero sa
kabila noon ay may ilang pag-aagam agam din pala si Cedric para kay Denice<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Papaubos
na ang amin iniinum, pulang pula na rin sya at tila inaatok na rin dahil sa
dami marahil ng nainum. Nakasandal sya sa sa sofa, nakatutok ang mata sa TV
pero parang blangko ang kanyang mga tingin… doon ko lamang s’ya ganap na
napagmasdan maging ang hubog ng kanyang katawan. Dahil kani-kanina lamang ay
hinubad nya ang kanyang t-shirt dahil naiinitan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lumalalim
na ang gabi…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ang gabing
iyon ang simula ng bagong pagtuklas sa aking sarili para sa bagong pag-ibig,
isang bagong kabanata sa aking buhay…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pigilan ko
man, subalit tila sabik na muli ang aking puso sa isa na namang relasyon, o
kung ano mang maari kong matawag doon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
nag-aalab na halik ang dumampi sa aking labi, nag-aapoy na pagnanasa sa isang
sexual na ritual na tila hindi pa n’ya naranasan sa kanyang tanang buhay. Kapwa
kami hubo’t hubad sa isang huwad na paraisong parisukat na pinili naming maging
tabing upang mapa-alpas namin ang mga natatagong init ng aming katawan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At muli at
may malayang nakapasok sa aking pang likod na lagusang na kay tagal ding di
nadalaw ng naghuhumindig na sandata ng isang lalaking uhaw sa pakikipagtalik…
ang mismong sandata na makailang ulit ng nag lalabas-masok sa aking likuran ay
sya rin kanin’y subo ng aking bibig na tila ba naghihintay ng matamis na
likidong kay tagal ko na ring di natikman.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">January 26,
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Maaga
akong ginising ng aking alarm clock, 4:30 ng umaga. Kahit alas-otso pa ang
aking pasok dali-dali akong bumagon at tinungo ang kusina, upang maghanda ng
almusal. Naka-kalahating oras palang akong nasa kusina at nagluluto ng mula sa
aking likuran ay may yumakap sa akin ng mahigpit, sabay bulong…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><i><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Naging
masaya naman ang muli naming pagsasama ni Ryan… hindi na nga lang kami mag
kasama sa iisang flat. Dumadalaw na lamang s’ya sa akin t’wing Lunes ng gabi at
Martes na ng hapon ang kanyang uwi… dahil iyon ang kanyang day-off.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nag paalam
narin ako kay Jhomma, at natanggap naman n’ya dahil sa simula pa naman ay alam
n’yang mahal ko pa rin si Ryan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Maayos na sana
ang lahat, ang kami ni Ryan… subalit tunay ngang walang lihim na di nabubunyag…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang umaga sa
school kung saan ako nagtuturo ay dumalaw ang ang tita ni Ryan, gulat ma’y
hinarap ko s’ya ng maayos.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nakiusap s’ya
sa akin na tigilan ko na daw si Ryan at kalimutan… dahil pamilyado itong tao.
Umiwas na lamang daw ako kay Ryan lalo na’t buntis ang asawa nito sa ikalawa
nilang anak… nag banta pa ang kanyang tita na kungdi ko ititigil ang relasyon
ko kay Ryan ay irereport n’ya ako sa management ng school… ang aking relasyon
sa kapwa ko lalaki.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi ko na
inalam kung saan at paano nalaman ng tita ni Ryan ang muli naming relasyon…
pero marahil nga ay tama s’ya… pero paano ang aking pag-ibig?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kinausap ko si
Ryan isang Lunes ng gabi ng dumalaw s’ya sa akin. Pero tumanggi s’yang
talikuran ang aming relasyon. Pero sinabi kong tama na… dahil naaawa ako sa
kanyang asawa at naaawa narin ako sa aking sarili… sa aking sarili na lagi na
lamang nakikiamot sa pagmamahal.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Inamin kong
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Masama man
kapwa ang aming loob pero iyon na marahil ang nararapat naming gawin noon pa.
ayaw ko rin namang masira ang aking pangalan,maging si Ryan… kaya pinalaya ko
s’ya kahit alam kong masakit ito!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">October 16,
2012 6:30 AM<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Magising ako
sa tunog ng alam clock na nasa side table ng aking kama… pagbaling ko wala na
sa aking tabi si Ryan. Kagabi lamang ay kasama ko s’ya at kasalu sa isang
maalab na pakikipagtalik… walang ibang iniisip kungdi ang kami lamang… subalit
iyon nga rin pala ang Lunes ng gabi ng paalam. Dahil napagkasunduan naming
tuldukan na ang aming pagsasama… kung maari ang aming pagmamahal. Hindi madali
pero sa pahanong iyon, iyon lamang siguro ang tama… ang dapat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang sulat na
nakapatong sa aking laptop ang aking nabasa, ito'y mula kay Ryan... isang video
message ang pinatungkulan nito... dali-dali kong binuksan ang laptop at doon ay
pinanuod ang iyong video message... ang iyong pagpapaalam! <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tanging luha
ang aking naging sukli sa bawat pag-alala ng ating nakaraan, lalo ng iyong
balikan sa iyong minsahe ang lahat... mula ng una tayong mag kakilala at
humatong sa isang pagpapaalam...<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">"Hindi
natin hinagad na umibig sa isa't -isa... hindi natin hiniling ang ikaw at ako,
pero nagmahalan tayo... isang pagmamahal na babaunin ko habang buhay...
PINAKAMAMAHAL KITA BINGS... PAALAM!" - Ryan –<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lunes
ng Gabi...</span></b><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Maaga akong
gumising tulad ng dati, tuwing Martes ng umaga…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahan akongtumayo
mula sa kama… dahil ayaw kong maistorbo ang iyong pagtulog, dahil alam kong
pagod ka at ito lamang ang tanging araw ng iyong pahinga.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nagluto ako
ngalmusal, pati narin ng iyong pananghalian… dahil maiiwan kang mag-isa,
ngayong araw sa aking flat…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Matapos kong
magluto ay pinuntahan kita sa silid… upang gisingin at yayaing kumain ng
almusal…<br />
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Subalit malakas na sampal ng katotohanan ang sumalubong sa akin… muli ay lumuha
ako!<br />
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Niyakap ko ang mga naiwan mong damit… ang iyong unan… ang iyong kumot… ang
iyong mga ALA-ALA!<br />
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Dahil di ka nanga pala muli pang dadalaw tuwing LUNES ng GABI!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ba’t hindi
nasanay ang aking puso<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">na di na n'ya
mararamdaman ang iyong pagsuyo<br />
ba’t nga ba tuluyan ng lumayo<br />
ang ikaw sa mundo ko… sa aking pagkatao?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ilang Lunes
nggabi pa ba?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ang dapat kung
maranasan wala ka<br />
paramapa intindi sa damdamin, sa isip na…<br />
wala ka na… at di na muling darating pa.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">at ilang
Martes ng umaga ko pa…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">mararanasan
ang lumuha?<br />
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Wala sa aking silid… sa aking kama.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Upang maturuan
ko na itong aking puso<br />
Na di na mulipang maghintay sa tulad mo<br />
Na ang pinili… ang minahal ay di lang ako!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ilang Lunes na
gabi paba akongmaghihintay?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ilang Martes
ng umaga paba akong aasa?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nag resign ako
sa school na pinagtuturuan ko sa UAE at lumipat ng ibang bansa… ngayon ay nasa ibang
Middle Country na ako, nagtuturo sa isang private college.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ang
pagmamahalan namin ni Ryan ay isa na lamang ala-ala… ISANG MATAMIS NA ALA-ALA.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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kong ipinagsiksikan ang aking sarili sa isang relasyon, upang malimot ang isang
relasyong nagpabago ng aking pananaw sa salitang pagmamahal.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Humanap ako ng pagsuyong aking lang, akin lang sana…
dahil sadyang mahirap ang may kahati sa pagmamahal. Subalit bigo ako, dahil sa
puso at isip ay tanging si Ryan lamang ang naruruon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Ilang relasyon… ilang pagtatalik man ay wala pa ring
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Una s’yang naging akin” ang sigaw ng aking puso, pero
hindi s’ya sa akin ng buo… hindi naman s’ya inagaw sa akin… dahil sa kahit
saang angulo tingnan, sa ngayon ako ang nakihati!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Masakit isiping kahit naroon ang pag-ibig n’yo
saisa’t-isa… hindi kayo maaring maging kayo, hindi kayo pwedeng mag-sama… dahi
lbawal, dahil di maari.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Pinutol ko ang ano mang namamagitan sa amin, nag palit
ako ng number, diniactivate kona rin ang aking FB account mula ng makatanggap
ako ng masasakit na messages mula sa asawa ni Ryan. Lumipat na rin ako ng
tirahan dahil nasasakal ako ng mga matatamis na ala-ala naming dalawa. Kasunod
ay paglimot…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Akala ko maari ko na s’yang malimutan dahil nakatagpo na
ako ng taong magmamahal sa akin sa katauhan ni Jhomma, isang lokal (emirati)…
dahil sakabila ng aking pag-amin sa kanya ay nakuha pa rin n’ya akong ibigin.
Subalit nagbalik ka… bakit?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Bings!” isang pamilyar na boses ang aking narinig
natumatawag sa akin, ayaw kong lumingon dahil para sa akin ay wala dito sa UAE
ang taong may tangan na boses na iyon… na s’ya lamang nakakatawag sa akin sa
ganoong pangalan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Bings!” muli tawag sa akin, sa pagkakataong ito ako’y
lumingon. Si Ryan ang nakita kong papalapit sa aking kinatatayuan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Ryan?... Bo… Bongs?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Para ka namang naka kita ng multo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Kailan ka dumating?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“kahapon lang… pumunta ako sa flat mo kanina, pero
lumipat ka na pala”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“ah, oo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Kumusta?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“ito…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“buti naman dito ka parin madalas, mamasyal… kaya dito
ako pumunta, nagbabakasakaling makita kita dito”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“ikaw… kamusta?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“ito rin…” kasabay ng mahinang tawa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Isang masayang hapunan ang sumunod, tila parang walang
naganap na masakit na nakaraan… Sumama s’ya sa bago kong
tinitirhan, dala marahil ng pananabik kung kaya muli ay may naganap sa amin.
Muli nag salo kami sa isang pagtatalik, na puno ng pag-ibig… bagaman’t may
pag-aalinlangan at may ilan pang katanungan sa aking puso ay nag paubaya ako.
Dahil ang katalik ko ay aking minamahal.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Inamin ko kay Ryan ang lahat… pati ang kasalukuyan
kong relasyon kay Jhomma. Subalit sa kabila noon ay naroon pa rin ang kanyang
pag-ibig. Nang tanungin ko s’ya tungkol sa kanyang pamilya sa Pilipinas… sila
parin, pero sa UAE kami. Hindi ko alam kung muli ay susugal ako, pero nilamon
ako ng pagmamahal… pagmamahal ko kay Ryan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">At muli ito ka…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">nagsasabing ako’y mahal mo pa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Ayaw kitang paniwalaan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">ni ayaw kong ikaw ay pakinggan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Muli sa parihaba kong mundo ikaw ay nagbabalik<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">kasinungalingang sabihing ako sayo’y di nasabik<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">dahil walang araw na di ko man lang ninais…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Ngunit sa pagkakataong ito ay ayaw kong labis na umasa…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">dahil ayaw kong masaktang muli ng sobra…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">sapagkat di ko kakayaning muling magdamdam ng dahil
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">January , 2010 ng dumating ako sa UAE, para
makipagsapalaran sa ibang bansa bilang IT instructor… nag resign ako sa dati
kong trabaho para narin makapiling ang lalaking labis kong minahal, kahit pa
may asawa’t anak na s’ya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Alam kong mali ang kung ano mang meron sa
amin ni Ryan, subalit sadya yatang ganoon pag nagmamahal ka. Naging maayos
naman ang pagsasama namin ni Ryan sa UAE… nag sama kami sa iisang flat
bilangmag-partner, mag asawa?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Mas lalo pa s’yang napamahal sa akin… hindi
din n’ya kinakalimutan ang kanyang obligasyon sa kanyang asawa’t anak sa
Pilipinas. Magkatuwang naming inalalayan ang kanyang mag-ina, wala akong
hinihinging kapalit ano man mula sa kanya. Kahit ilang ulit nyang sinabing
makikipaghiwalay na lang s’ya sa kanyang asawa’y hindi ako pumayad, dahil sa
aking palagay ay mas tamang lumaki ang kanyang anak na may kinikilala ama.
Masakit man, lalo na sa t’wing tatawag ang kanyang asawa… sa t’wing tuwang-tuwa
s’yang nakikita ang kanyang anak, pero sino ba ako… ano nga ba ako sa buhay
n’ya para ipagdamot ang nararapat lamang para sa kanya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Dalawang taon… dalawang mahahabang taon
kaming nalunod sa galak na dulot ang lihim naming pag-ibig, na halos nalimutan
kong ako pala ang s’ya itong nanghihiram lamang ng pagmamahal mula sa iba.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Nakatakdang mag bakasyon sa Pilipinas ni
Ryan… kahit naging akin s’ya ng halos dalawang taon, ay parang may kurot parin
sa aking puso dahil nga uuwi s’ya sa tunay nya’ng asawa. Pero hinanda ko naman
ang aking sarili sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Dahil alam ko darating ang
panahong kakailanganin s’ya ng kanyang mag-ina.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Ito dapat ang petsa ng pagbabalik sa UAE ni
Ryan, subalit isang tawag ang natanggap ko mula sa kanya. Hindi na daw muna sya
makakabalik dahil gusto n’ya pa daw makapiling ang kanyang anak, at gusto naman
daw yang maranasan muli ang pasko sa Pilipinas. Masakit, dahil nakaplano na
ako… kami... na kami muli sa araw ng pasko, at dahil pamilya nya ang dahilan…
wala naman akong magagawa kundi ang magpalaya…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Isa muling tawag na tuluyang nag-paguho sa
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Bings, I’m so sorry… di na ako makakabalik
sa UAE… alam na ni Rachel ang tungkol sa atin, kailangan ako ng pamilya ko… ng
anak ko… sorry talaga!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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kabilang linyang ng cp… isang sampal na paalam mula kay Ryan. Ang tita ni Ryan
ang nagsabi ng lahat kay Rachel, ang tungkol sa pagsasama naming sa UAE ang
lahat… ilang larawan na lihim naming ikinubli sa lahat ng aming mga kakilala’t
kaibigan ang s’yang magiging patunay ng aming pagsisinungaling at kataksilan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Ayaw daw n’yang mawala sa kanya ang kanyang
anak… wala naakong magagawa pa… ako ang kalaguyo akin ang pagdurusa.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Alam kong minahal ako ni Ryan, subalit hanggang
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Sinubukan ko syang kalimutan… subalit sadyang
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ang kusang binubuksan ng aking puso<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sa isang silid lagi na ay nagsasalo<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ng isang walang hanggang pagsuyo<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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January 15, 2010 4:00PM</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Naiinip ako’t walang magawa… binuksan ko ang FB, ilang buwan
ko rin itong di nabuksan mula ng mag-resign ako sa aking pinapasukang school.
Nag resign ako hindi dahil sa ayaw ko ng magturo, kungdi dahil sa mga ala-ala
ng paaralan kung saan ko nakilala si Ryan.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Nakalog-on na ako’t sinubukan kong I turn-on ang chat… nang
biglang may na receive akong chat message:</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“musta po pareng sir?”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Matagal kong tinitigan ang monitor ng laptop, nagdadalawang
isip kong sasagutin ko ba ang nag-message o hindi, kung mag lalog-off naman ako
baka makahalatang iniiwasan ko sya.</div>
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<br /></div>
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“buti naman…” ang akin nalang naging sagot</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“naku sir, pumunta po kami ng inaanak mo nung December sa
scul… sabi kasi ni Ryan dalawin ka namin ni baby para kamustahin… pero resign
ka na pala” </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“ah, eh… oo”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“nasa Cebu branch ka daw lipat… layo ah, laki na pala ni
baby… gumagapang na po…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“okie… parang kalian lang karga ko sya noong bininyagan”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“si Ryan po pala nasa Dubai na noong November pa po… kinuha
ng tita nya para doon na lang po work”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“ganun ba?”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“opo… kaya nasa Batangas po ako ngayon sa bahay namin, dito
po muna kami ni baby… para matulungan din ako ni nanay sa pag-aalaga ng bata”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“okie…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
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“Hindi na po naka pag-paalam si Ryan sa inyo… tinatawagan po
naming kayo pero iba na po ata number nyo”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“oo eh… nagpalit na rin kasi ako ng number… nasira kasi ang
phone ko’t sim… balak ko nga rin sana dumalaw sa inyo pero biglaan kasi ang
lipat ko”</div>
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<br /></div>
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“ganun po ba? eh pareng sir, kayo po ba may asawa na <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>”</div>
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<br /></div>
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“ako? Ha… wala pa, walang magkamali…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“hahahaha… darating din po yan…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“sana… <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>”</div>
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<br /></div>
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“sasabihin ko po kay Ryan na nagkausap po tayo… buti naman
po naka pag-online kayo…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“busy… kaya bihira lang… kamusta mo rin ako sa kanya…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“okie po… hintay ko nga po s’yang mag-online… usually ganitong
oras po kami chat… pero naka tulog ata”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“okie…<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“kalian po kayo dalaw sa Manila?, baka po March na sa bahay
muna ako nila Ryan… gusto po daw kasing makita nang lola Caroll nya si baby”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“ganun ba… kung makakaluwas ako dadalaw ako…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“sige pareng sir… para makita mo ulit si baby… Ryan na Ryan
po ang mukha… hahahah”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“sige…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
“tag ko po sayo mga pic ni baby…”</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
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“okie, thanks!”</div>
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Bumukas ang pinto ng flat, na nagpahinto sa aking ginagawa…</div>
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<br /></div>
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“Bings… meryenda na tayo, bumili ako ng shawarma at labna…”</div>
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“pareng sir na tag na po kita…”</div>
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“Rachel, gtg na may gagawin lang ako… thanks sa tag”</div>
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“K po! Ingatz…”</div>
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<br /></div>
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At nag log-out na ako sa FB’t pinatay na rin ang laptop.</div>
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<br /></div>
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“Bings…”</div>
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<br /></div>
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“Bongs sandali,<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>sunod
na ako!”</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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January 15, 2010 5:00PM</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span>Masaya kaming
kumakain ng meryenda ni Ryan… subalit pag naaalala ko si Rachel, hindi ko alam
kong ma qui-guilty ba ako o ano. Dahil habang nag-iisa sya sa Pilipinas… eto
kami ni Ryan malayang nagagawa ang bawat namin nais dito sa UAE!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
"Bakit dito sa Middle East, parang ang lapit ng langit... ang lapit ng mga bituin." -Ryan- <br />
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-itutuloy-<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">June 6, 2009 3:30 PM</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Nasa gilid ng harapang bahagi ako ng altar ng
simbahan… pinagmamasdan ang babaing naglalakad papalapit sa aking kinaruruonan,
tila napakabagal ng oras. Nabibingi ako sa katahimikan, tanging ang tunog ng
takong mula suot na sapatos ng babaing naglalakad ang maririnig kasabay ng
awiting pangkasal. Ramdam ko ang galak ng paligid, subalit ako lumuluha ng
lihim para sa aking nadudurog na puso. Ilang ulit kong hiniling na sana ay
maglahu na lamang ako sa aking kinatatayuan ng mga sandalin iyon.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">At ng ganap ng nasa aking harapan ang babaing
kanina lamang ay nag lalakad, gumuho na ng tuluyan ang aking mundo. Iniabot ng
lalaking aking katabi ang kamay ng babae… at tuluyan na silang naglakad sa
harap ng altar, ako? Ako’y naiwan sa aking kinatatayuan, na ang tangi na lamang
kapiling ay ang aking sugatang puso… damdaming umasa… pag-ibig na nawala.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">June 5, 2009 10:30 PM</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Kaalis lamang ng mga bisita sa aking bahay,
para sa isang pagsasalo-salo. Bukas kasi ay ikakasal na si Ryan at nataon naman
parihu naming kaarawan. Masaya ang handaan iyon, kasama ang ilang malalapit na
kaibigan ni Ryan, kamag-anak at kaklase sa high school at college. Sa bahay ko
ginawa ang stag party ni Ryan dahil malapit lang naman ang aking bahay sa
kanilang bahay at naroon din kasi sa bahay nila ang kanyang mapapangasawa, si
Rachel. Dahil sa pamahiin at dahil narin sa pakiusap ng magulang ni Ryan kung
kaya ako napapayag na sa bahay ko ganapin ang pagtitipun para sa huling sandali
ng pagiging binata ni Ryan. Bali bukas dito na rin s’ya manggagaling pa
simbahan.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Ang kanina lamang na maingay na bahay at muling
nanahimik, dahil wala na ang mga bisita at tanging kami na lamang ni Ryan ang
natira sa bahay. Nakaupo siya sa sofa at nakaidlip dahil sa naparami ang nainum
na alak. Pinagmasdan ko s’ya ng matagal… tila sinisipat ko ang bawat angulo ng
kanyang pagkatao, pinagsawa ko ang aking mga mata sa kanyang maamong mukha
dahil baka ito na rin ang huling sandaling maari ko s’yang masolo, dahil nga
bukas ay may iba ng aakin sa aking MAHAL!</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Napako ako sa aking kinatatayuan habang
nakatitig sa kanya ng bigla siyang magising, papatingin s’ya sa akin at nagtama
ang aming paningin. Hindi ko namalayan ay bigla na lamang tumulo ang luha sa
aking mga mata… hindi ko pala kakayaning mawala s’ya sa akin. Tumayo si Ryan at
lumapit sa akin, pinahid nya ang mga butil ng luha sa aking pisngi, subalit
maging s’ya ay lumuluha din. Niyakap n’ya ako ng kay higpit, subalit ako’y tila
natuod sa aking kinalalagyan.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">“Mag salita ka naman Bings, kahit ano… please”
ang kanyang pagsusumamo.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Subalit walang tinig na lumabas sa aking bibig,
kundi ang mga impit na iyak… para sa nalalapit na pagkawala ng taong batid kong
umibig sa akin.</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Isang mariing halik ang iginawad sa akin ni
Ryan, maalab… </span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">At muli naganap ang pagsasalo para sa isang
pag-ibig na malapit ng hadlangan ng isang kasal!</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-bidi;">Kapwa hubad ang aming katawan na animo’y kusang
sumasabay sa bawa’t pag galaw ng oras… kada bulusok n’ya sa aking likuran ay
pagpatak ng aking luha ang kapalit, hindi dahil sa sakit kundi dahil sa
agam-agam ng puso… dahil matapos ang gabing ito, ay paano na ang ako? Paano na
kami?</span></div>
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bumalot sa apat na sulok ng aking bahay… na nasa nalalapit na sandali’y
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na matapos ang gabing ito… upang maging akin na lamang ang pag-ibig, ang puso
at ang taong may tangan nito. Subalit sadya yatang hindi kami ang nararapat
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sa pagod at dala na rin marahil ng alak ay nakatulog si Ryan, na sa kwarto
kami’t nakahiga sa kama… nakaunan sya sa aking braso at ako naman ay
nakatagilid na pinagmamasdan lamang ang kanyang mukha… alas-dose na ng gabi…
isang taon na ang nakakalipas… ng unang may naganap sa amin. June 6 na rin,
kaarawan na rin naming dalawa… muli ito kami sa aming parihabang mundo, na
hindi ko alam at ni ayaw kong alamin kung muli pa bang mapupunan nang s’ya at
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nagmumula sa bintana ang nag pagising sa akin, umaga na pala. Sinipat ko ang
wall clock sa gawing ulunan ng aking kama, alas-syete na pala ng umaga. Wala si
Ryan sa aking tabi, dali-dali akong bumangon… sa pagkabahala, mamayang hapon pa
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bungkos ng bulaklak at isang kahon ng regalo…</span></div>
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dahil natuldukan na ang isang pagmamahalan, pagmamahalan namin ni Ryan.</span><br />
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Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-74012603094264737992013-05-26T03:22:00.000-07:002013-06-11T21:47:25.779-07:00BeerDei 4<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-21482022986869913532013-01-23T02:47:00.000-08:002013-01-23T02:47:00.564-08:00Isang mahabang pag-idlip<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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upang doon ay ipahinga ang pusong malaon ng pagal</div>
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matagal narin pala mula ng mahiga akong mag-isa</div>
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subalit kailangan kong masanay…</div>
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kailangan kong matutunan, kailangan kong harapin…</div>
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ang mga bawat mong halik na pumapawi sa mga agam-agam</div>
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ng bawat bukas na darating…</div>
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sa bawat oras na ninanais kong nandito ka lang sa aking
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pahalagahan…</div>
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alayan ng buhay…</div>
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Dahil hindi ako mabubuhay sa mga ala-ala mo lamang…</div>
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dahil ayaw kong maistorbo ang iyong pagtulog, dahil alam kong pagod ka at ito
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ang iyong unan… ang iyong kumot… ang iyong mga ALA-ALA!</span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br />
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">ang dapat kung maranasan wala ka</span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br />
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</span><span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Na di na muli pang maghintay sa tulad
mo</span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><br />
</span><span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Na ang pinili… ang minahal ay di ako!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Ilang Lunes na gabi paba akong
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Ilang Martes ng umaga paba akong aasa?</span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Thursday
<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>August 16, 2012<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kalalapag
palang ng eroplanong aking sinakyan mula UAE papuntang Kuwait. Atubili na ang
lahat sa kani-kanilang gamit naghahada sa pagbaba mula sa eroplano, subalit ako
tila walang kabalak-balak. Tila namanhid ang buo kung karawan… para akong
iniwan ng aking katinuan, saglit pa’y mas ninais ko ng bumalik sa UAE… pero
narito na lang din lang ako, kung kaya tinanggap ko na lamang sa aking sarili
na ito na marahil ang matagal ko ng dapat ginawa.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ako
ang huling pasaherong tumayo sa aking upuan at ako rin ang kahulihulihang
lumabas… dahil mas gusto ko pang tumagal kahit na kunti pa ang muli naming
pagkikita ng aking Ama!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“kumusta
ang byahe?” salubong na tanong ng aking itay ng magkita kami sa arrival area ng
airport, sabay akbay at kuha ng isa sa bitbit kong bag.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“okey
naman po…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“nasa
labas nga pala ang tita Flor mo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tinungo
namig ang car park habang naglalakad ay kay dami ng kwento nang aking ama,
subalit tila wala akong naintindihan sa ano mang sinabi nya… parang sirado pa
rin ang aking pangdinig sa kung ano pa mang<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>sasabihin nya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pero
bakit nga ba ako nandito? Diba para narin mabuo ang ang aking pagkatao… at para
narin makaharap at matuldukan na ang matagal-tagal narin galit at tampo ko sa
aking ama.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Habang
bumabyahe kami pabalik sa bahay ni itay, pinagmamasdan ko ang buong paligid…
iilang sasakyan lamang ang makikita sa daan…marahil dahil ala-una ng hapon noon
at di pa rin natatapos ang Ramadan, kung kaya ko nga rin pinili na pumunta ng
Kuwait sa petsang malapit ng mag Eid para naman makapamasyal ng maayos at
makakain sa oras na gustuhin ko.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Narating
namin ang bahay, sinalubong ako ng dalawang bata… niyakap… tinawag na kuya… mga
kapatid ko sila sa ama. Di nalalayo ang mga mukha nila sa dalawa kung
nakakabatang kapatid noong mga bata pa sila. Magiliw ko naman silang kinausap…
lukso ng dugo baga.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Naghain
agad ng makakin ang Tita Flor, ako naman ay abala sa pakikipag-usap sa dalawang
bata si Danica 3 yrs old at Dave 7 yrs old na kahawig na kahawig ni Archie,
nakakabata kong kapatid. Bibo ang mga bata at marami ding kwento… English kung
English ang usapan… pero wala namang nose bleed na naganap.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
masayang tanghalian ang naganap, naranasan ko muling magkaroon ng pamilya…
dahil mayroon akong ama may inang matatawag at dalawang bibong kapatid.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Matapos
ang pananghalian inaya ako ni itay sa biranda ng kanilang villa… at doon ay
nagka-kwentuhan kami habang abala naman si Tita Flor sa pagliligpit ng hapag
kainan at ang dalawang bata ay di magkamayaw sa aking mga pasalubong na laruan.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ama
sa anak…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tila
binalikan naming ang lahat-lahat mula pa lamang ng ako’y pinagbubuntis ng aking
ina at kung bakit ako ang napili niyang magdala ng kanyang pangalan… (junior
nga pala ako ng aking ama, what a name).<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hanggang
sa mga pangyayaring kapwa naman naming di ninais na maganap.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Minsang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Maluluha…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hihingi
ng tawad…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Magpapatawad…<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hanggang
nadako ang aming usapan sa pag-buo ng pamilya:<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Wala
ka bang ipapakilalang girlfriend sa akin? Aba di ka na bata… naunahan ka pa ni
Archie at balita ko magkakaapo na ako sa kanya” tanong ng aking ama, sabay
ngiti<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi
ko alam kung ano ang aking isasagot… walang nakakaalam sa aming pamilya kung
ano ang aking sexual orientation wala akong pinagsabihan… dahil kahit na mayroon
akong naging karelasyong lalaki, lalaki parin naman ang kilos ko’t galaw.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Dad
I’m GAY!” ang tangi ko lamang naging tugon…<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tila
nabigla ang aking ama sa aking sinabi… matagal siyang napatitig sa akin, walang
kaimik-imik. Katahimikan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tumayo
sya at bigla akong niyakap ng kayhigpit… alam ko mula sa sandaling iyon
tinatanggap nya ako bilang ako ay ako.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nababakas
man sa kanyang mukha ang panghihinayang subalit alam ko ring hindi nya ako
hinusgahan sa kung ano ako… nagbilin lamang sya na ingatan ko ang aking sarili
lalo na’t nasa Middle East din ako nagtratrabaho.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pinaliwanag
ko naman sa kanya ang aking damdamin, ang aking nararamdaman maging ang aking
kilos. Pati narin ang aking kasalukuyang relasyon kay Bryan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
noon ko lang napatunayang mahalaga pa rin ako lalo na sa aking ama kahit ano pa
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
muli bumalik ako sa sandaling kinailangan ko ng ama sa aking tabi upang sabihin
sa akin kung ano ang mga dapat kong gawin… upang ako ay gabayan… upang ako ay
turuan ng dapat…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahil
ay di na maibabalik pa ang mga lumipas na sandali… subalit maari pala itong
punan ng ngayon… ng pagmamahal…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
dahil dito mas matapang ko ng mahaharap ang mundo…<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">handa
ko ng sabihin sa mundo na Bisexual ako!<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nasabi
ko nga sa tatay ko…<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Bigla
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo,
anak matanong ko lang… natuli ka ba?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
malakas na tawa ang aking naisagot… sabay sabing <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Opo!”<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Makailang
ulit kong ninanis na itanong sayo<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ang mga
agam-agam sa aking puso<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">inililok
ko na nga sa aking isipan ang bawat kataga<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">upang sa
ating muling pagkikita ako’y handa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa aking
bawat sasabihin….<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa aking
bawat katanungan nais kong iyong sagutin<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Subalit
pipi akong humarap…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa
nakakabinging katahimikan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Bulag
akong yumakap…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa taong akin
pinanabikan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ang <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>kanyang pagiging ama, haligi ng tahanan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Humakbang
akong pabalik sa aking kamusmusan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">doon
hinanap ang mga dahilan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">upang
aking matanggap yaring aking inasal<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa harap ng
nilalang na inilaan nang may-kapal<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">upang
aking maging magulang…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ano nga ba
ang iyong naging pagkukulang?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> </o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Inakay mo muli
akong pabalik sa ngayon<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">upang
aking mabatid ang noon…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">noong wala
ka<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">kung bakit<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">kung paano<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">kung gaano
katagal<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">at sa haba
ng panahon ng iyong pagliban<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ngayon ko
lang lubos na nalaman<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">wala ka
man, di napatid ang iyong pagmamahal!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi ko na
marahil malilimutan sa tanang buhay ko ang petsang June 5-6, 2008…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Matapos na
may maganap sa amin ni Ryan ay hindi ko alam kung paano ako makikitungo sa
kanya. Wala kaming naging usapan matapos niyang umalis sa bahay ng umaga ng
June 6.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tila sinisisi
ko ang aking sarili sa nangyari subalit sa kabilang banda ay naroon ang saya…
hindi dahil sa isang gabi ng pagniniig kundi sa isang damdaming alam ko sa
aking sarili na muli na naman umusbong ng dahil kay Ryan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ARAW ng klase
na ng muli kaming nagkita… simpleng batian lamang ang naganap, di ko
maipaliwanag subalit binabalot ako ng kaba sat’wing makikita ko sya sa school. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lumipas ang
ilang mga buwan… hindi nagbago ng pakikitungo sa akin ni Ryan, may makailang
ulit na ring may naganap sa amin. Tuwing may pagkakataon ay sa bahay sya
natutulog, at muli’t-muli ay nagaganap ang hindi dapat… subalit dahil sa tawag
ng laman, ng Pag-ibig? Nagyayari<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Makailang ulit
kong tinanong ang aking sarili kung mahal nya kaya ako… pero hindi ko ito
maitanong sa kanya… Masaya kaming magkasama, sa school naman magalang sya at
umaakto lamang ng tama bilang estudyante at ako naman para sa kanya ay kanyang
guro. Pero kung kami lamang dalawa, buong kabahayan ko ang saksi sa bawat
pagtatalik na animo’y wala ng bukas. At lubusan na ngang nahulog ang aking loob
kay Ryan, dahil sa kangyang mga pinapakitang kabutihan at bukod pa doon ang
hindi niya pagsasamantala sa kung ano ako, kung ano ang namamagitan sa amin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">December 5,
2008 5:30PM<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kakauwi ko
lamang sa bahay galing sa school, nagbibihis ako ng aking pangbahay ng may
kumatok sa pinto. Dali-dali akong bumaba matapos maisuot ang aking damit. Pagbukas
ko ng pinto bumungad sa aking harapan si Ryan… nakangiti…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“papapasukin
mo ba ako, o tititigan mo lang ako?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“pasok” ang
aking nasabi mula sa pagkatulala… dahil di ko naman inasahan na pupunta sya ng
araw na iyon<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ para ka
naman nakakita ng multo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“hindi naman,
akala ko ba may pupuntahan ka ngayon?” nakapasok na sya’t aking pinaupo sa sofa…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“oo, dito sayo…
ay ibibigay to…” sabay na inabot ang tatlong puting rosas na nakasilid sa isang
blue plastic box<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi ako
makahagilap ng sasabihin, dahil hindi ko naman inasahan ang ganitong pangyayari…
at bakit? At para saan?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ayaw mo ba?”
ang kanyang tanong ng nakatinging lamang ako sa kanya…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“para saan
naman to?” inabot ko ang bulaklak at mas lalo pa akong napatitig sa kanya dahil
naghahap ako ng kasagutan kung bakit?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“mangliligaw
ako” ang kanyang sagot na nakangiti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“mangliligaw?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“oo…<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>diba ako nag lalaki sabi mo… kaya naisip ko
ako ang dapat mang ligaw”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Ryan… wag mo
nga akong biruin”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“hindi kaya
kita binibiro… 7 months na tayong ganito… pero hindi ko naman alam kong ano
tayo, kaya ako na ang mangliligaw… pwede ba?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lumapit ako
kay Ryan at niyakap siya ng kay higpit… lumuha ako dahil hindi ko inasahan ang
bagay na ito, ganito pala ang damdamin ng isang sinusuyo… ng pinahahalagahan…
ng isang babae?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“I LOVE YOU,
Sir Felmo” bulong nya sa aking habang kami ay magkayakap…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“kaasar ka….
Sir Felmo ka dyan…” Kumalas ako sa pagkakayakap at marahan siyang hinampas sa
balikat…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“I LOVE YOU
Fel…” ang kanyang muling sinabi… iyon ang tawagan namin kung kami lang Fel ang
tawag nya sa akin… Rai naman ang tawag ko sa kanya…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At muli
kaming nagyakap…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“I LOVE YOU
Rai! Very much…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At ang yakap
ay nasundan ng halik… isang halik na na mas naging masidhi… punong-puno ng
pagnanasa… ng pag-ibig…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Mismo sa sala…
sa sofa… isang pagtatalik!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahan nyang
itinaas ang suot kong t-shirt, habang ako naman ay abala sa pag-alis ng
pagkakabotones ng kanyang polo shirt… hanggang muling tumambad sa akin ang
kanyang murang katawan… ganap na ring nahubad ang aking damit… tinanggal ko sa
pagkakasinturon ang kanyang pantalon, marahan kong ibinaba ang zipper nito, at
dahan-dahang kong ibinaba ang kanyang pantalon, habang magkalapat pa rin ang
aming mga labi..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pinagapang ko
ang aking halik sa kanyang katawan… ganap na kaming hubo’t hubad… pinaupo ko
siya sa sofa… habang ako naman ay humahalik sa kanyang dib-dib… pababa sa
kanyang puson… hanggang marating ko ang kanyang pagkalalaki… pero nilagpasan ko
ito… ang bayag nya ang aking pinagukulan ng pansin… pinagsawa ko ang aking dila
sa ilalim nito pababa… sa pagitan ng kanyang panglikod na lagusan at bayag…
itinaas niya ang kanyang isang paa sa aking palikat… nakaluhod na ako noon sa
kanyang harapan… marahang sinusoso ang kanyang dalawang animo’y maliliit na
itlog sa loob ng nakalay-lay na balat… habang hawak nya ang aking ulo na para
bang pinagdidiinan pa sa kanyang pagkalalaki<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Umakyat ako
ng bahagya sa kanyang pag-aari… nang ako ay nasa tok-tok nito ay marahan kong
pinadaosdos ang aking bibig… hanggang mabalot ng aking bibig ang kabuohan nito…
marahan akong nag taas-baba… pabilis ng pabilis… hanggang ungol at daing na
lamang ang nalalabing musika sa apat na sulok ng sala…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hinatak niya
akong pataas … kasabay noon ay tumayo siya… ang kanyang bibig naman ang
humahalik sa aking dib-dib… sa aking tagiliran… maging ang aking kili-kili ay
di nakalagpas… hanggang siya ay nasa akin ng likod… ako’y kanyang yakap habang
humahalik sya sa aking batok… sa likod ng aking tainga… naka-abang na ang
kanyang sandata sa aking lagusan… nagpaubaya naman ako…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nakataas sa
sofa ang isa kong paa… nakayuko ako’t nakahawak sa sandalan ng sofa… nasa akin
syang likuran… maingat na itinarak ang kanyang sandata sa aking lagusan… naroon
pa rin ang hapdi… subalit nangingibabaw ang sarap… hawak nya ang aking sandata…
kasabay ng kanyang pagindayog… labas-masok… marahan… hanggang sa bumilis ng bumilis…
at narating naming ang langit…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kapwa kami
hapo na naupo sa sofa… magkatabi… hubad… nakahilig ang aking ulo sa kanyang
balikat… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Salamat Rai…”
ang aking na lamang nasambit… marahan niyang hinaplos ang aking buhok..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nagbihis na
rin kami makalipas ng ilang sandali… inayos ko ang aking sarili’t nagpalit ng damit
panglakad dahil nag-aya<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>siyang lumabas
upang manood ng sine at kumain sa labas…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">December 5,
2008 11:30PM<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nasa may
simbahan kami ng Greenbelt … ilang tao nalamang ang naroon, tahimik. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Doon naming piniling magpahinga matapos manood
ng sine…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“diba tayo na”
ang kanyang bulog sa akin<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“bakit hindi
pa ba?” ang aking ganting tanong…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“may naisip
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“at ano naman
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ano bang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“may ganun
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“oo naman…
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ano na namang
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“diba
magpapasko naman bakit di kaya… bibingka… bibingka ang itawag ko sayo…” sabay
ng mahinang tawa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“loko ka
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“sige na…
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“at puto
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Niyaya ko na
syang lumabas ng simbahan, dahil baka maka estorbo pa kami ng ibang tao… habang
nasa taxi kami pauwi sa bahay ay pinagtatalunan pa rin naming ang bibingka’t
puto bong-bong!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">December 6,
2008 2:00AM<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Bongs tulog
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“aakyat na
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">"Sex without love is not delicious" -Ryan- <o:p></o:p></span></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p>ang nakaraan....</o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p><a href="http://eididify.blogspot.com/2012/02/beerdei.html">http://eididify.blogspot.com/2012/02/beerdei.html</a></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p><a href="http://eididify.blogspot.com/2012/03/beerdei-2.html">http://eididify.blogspot.com/2012/03/beerdei-2.html</a></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p>-Itutuloy-</o:p></span></div>
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Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-7219479687353721862012-07-07T01:55:00.000-07:002012-07-07T01:56:59.638-07:00Gutom...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Nagugutom ako….</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Hindi ko alam kung bakit?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Wala akong stock sa ref...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Mainit lumabas....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">at dahil sa walang magawa….</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Check na lang ng FB,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">at ang tumambad sa akin....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Aba mas nagutom tuloy ako!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">At nag-init narin…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Kaya gusto ko sanang maligo…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Pero gusto ko ng privacy…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Kasama sila….</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Landi lang!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Pero ang maligong may kwentas at bracelet…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Pwede na rin kung sya lang din lang naman ang kasama…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Saan kaya meron nito?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Buti pa si Justine… meron na….</span></div>
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<o:p><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Lalo tuloy akong nagutom......</span></o:p><br />
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<o:p><span style="font-family: Calibri;">pero ano ito?</span></o:p><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Ewwwwwwwwwwwww…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Buti nalang di ako laking Alaska…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">BearBrand kaya ako…</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Nawalan tuloy ako ng gana…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Pero gutom talaga ako…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Kaya bumaba ako ng flat at bibili ng kahit ano sa</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Burger King…</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Pero bago pa man makarating… </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Hindi na muli akong magugutom!</span></div>
</div>Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-91720903233689566202012-06-23T03:58:00.000-07:002012-06-29T23:13:06.373-07:00Isang Paalam...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">June
22, 2012 10:00AM<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Naalimpungatan
ako mula sa tunog ng aking cellphone na nakalagay sa aking side table… ayaw ko
pa sanang bumangon dahil sa puyat kagabi, tinatamad kong inabot ang aking cp
upang i-off pero nakita ko ang pamilyar na pangalan ng tumatawag.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Dali-dali
akong bumangon at naupo sa gilid ng kama, <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>atubiling sinagot ang tawag…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Hallo!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Good
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Where
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pero
imbes na sumagot ka sa aking tanong ay matagal na katahimikan ang iyong
isinukli… tanging ang marahang paghinga mo sa kabilang linya ang aking
naririnig sa aking cp.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Is
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ako
naman ang naghagilap ng isasagot…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“no,
he is not here now” ang aking nasagot<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“can
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“sure!,
where are you?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“here
down”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Dali-dali
akong tumayo at dumungaw sa bintana ng aking flat upang tanawin ang isang
coffee shop sa ibaba ng katapat na building... kung saan madalas kitang sunduin
tuwing dumadalaw ka sa akin dati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Naroon
ka, nakaupo sa may dulong bahagi ng coffee shop sa lugar na lagi nating
pinagpupuwestuhan tuwing nagyayaya kang uminom ng chai*…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi
ko maipaliwanag subalit nagalak ang aking puso… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“wait
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kinakabahan
man ay dali-dali akong nagbihis, inayos ng bahagya ang aking sarili at tinungo
ang pinto ng aking flat at dumiritso sa corridor, sa may elevator… <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>ilang ulit ko ng pinipinot ang down arrow pero
ayaw umakyat ang lift, isang cleaner ang aking nakita sa corridor na sya kong
napagtanungan kung sira ba ang elevator… ang sagot sa akin ay may naglilipat
daw kung kaya na ka service ang lift sa kasalukuyan. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Akin
na lamang tinungo ang hagdan pababa ng building… nasa ikatlong palapag ako… ilang
baytang din ito pababa… ilang hakbang pabalik sa dating pag-ibig…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">February
14, 2012 5:00PM: Al Ain Mall, Bowling area<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Habang
Masaya ang lahat, dahil sa araw ng mga puso ako nag-iisa inuubos ang mag-hapon
sa paglalaro ng bowling… habang nakaka-strike ako unti-unting nawawala ang
galit… ang puot ng aking puso… pero tulad ng ala-ala ng nakaraan muli at muli itong
tatayo at muli ay kailangan mong patumbahin, subalit sadyang kahit anong gawin
maari ka ring ma-canal at wala kang magagawa dahil hindi ka iiwan ng gunita… ng
sakit… ng pait…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“your
good!” akma ko na lamang ititira ang huling tyansa ko upang mapatumbang lahat
ng pins ng sa aking likuran ay nag wika ka… napalingon ako at napangiti na
lamang, dahil sino ba ang di gaganti ng ngiti sa tulad mo.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Thank
you…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“I’ll
been watching you play for about an hour now… it seems that your alone”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ah…
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“in
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“why
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“okey…
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“no
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“can
we play a set… if you’re not tired yet”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“okey…
game” at itinira ko ang huling pagkakataon… at lahat ng agam-agam ay naitumba
ko…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Isang
matunog na palakpak ang itinugon mo sa huling tira ko… nagpasalamat ako sayo…
agad ka namang nagpakilala…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“by
the way I’m Jhomma”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo”
at ang ating unang pagdadaupang palad…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Mula
sa paglalaro ng bowling… panunuod ng sine… hanggang sa isang hapunan kasama
kita… hanggang sa isang mag-damag ng kaligayahan… isang magdamag ng galak… ng
paglimot… ng tuwa… ng paghihiganti…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">HINDI
ko alam kung minahal kita noon… pero sa paglipas ng panahon tinanggap ka nang
aking puso.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
sinong hindi magmamahal sa isang tulad mo? Na bagamat alam na mayroon akong
ibang mahal na nang-iwan sa akin dahil sa kanyang sariling pamilya… at bagamat
inamin kong sya’y mahal ko pa… hindi ka lumayo, at kahit sinabi kong umaasa pa
rin ako sa kanyang pagbabalik… sabi mo kung babalik sya magpapalaya ka.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
minahal na nga kita… subalit nagbalik sya… inamin ko sayong mahal ko pa sya…
nagpalaya ka, at sinabing hangad mo ang aking kaligayahan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">SUBALIT
ngayon muli ay nandito ka…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hindi
ko nabilang kung ilang hakbang ang aking minadaling lagpasan upang muli kang
malapitan. Niyaya mo akong maupo at saluhan ka sa paginom ng chai… pero mas
ninais kong sa flat nalamang tayo mag-usap… nag-atubili ka sa pagpayag subalit
ito ka ngayon sa aking kwarto, kausap… parang tulad lamang ng dati… tila walang
naganap na paalam mula ng muling nagbalik ang dating pag-ibig… wala ni ano mang
galit… wala ni ano mang paghihinanakit mula sayo.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Narito
ka para lamang magpaalam… upang sabihing matapos ang bakasyon ay di ka na
babalik ng Al Ain, at sa ibang lugar mo na napiling tapusin ang iyong pag-aaral…
upang tuluyan kang malayo sa akin… upang tuluyan akong malimot.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Niyakap
kita ng kayhigpit, tanda ng pagpapasalamat… na ginantihan mo naman ng isa rin
mahigpit na yakap… at muli’t nagtama ang ating paningin… at mula doo’y naganap
muli ang lahat…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nagmula
sa isang maalab na halik, mula sa iyong mapupulang labi… na pinagapang ko sa
iyong leeg… isa-isa kong inalis ang pagkakabotones ng iyong polo ay tuluyan
itong mahubad… ang aking labi ay pinagsasawa ko ngayon sa iyong matipunong
dib-dib, pababa sa iyong puson… habang akin namang tinatanggal ang sinturon ng
iyong pantalon… alisin ang pagkakabotones nito at ganap na maibaba ang zipper
nito, tinulungan mo akong maibaba ito ng marahan pati ang puti mong brief at
muli natampad sa aking paningin ang iyong pagkalalaki…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pinaupo
kita sa gilid ng kama, habang ako naman ay abalang halikan ang iyong mabibilog
na hita… dahan dahan mong hinila pataas ang akin suot na t-shirt… at tuluyan
itong naalis… sapo na ng aking bibig ang iyong bayag… nilaro-laro ng aking dila
ang mumunting bilog na nagpapabigat dito… ang mahihina mong impit na daing at
tila isang musika na nagpapahusay pang lalo sa aking pagindayog papaakyat sa
iyong pag-aari… marahan akong ng taas-baba… habang hawak mo ang aking ulo upang
ito ay maalalayan patungo sa paghahangad ng pagsambulat ng iyong pagnanasa…
hinila mo ako pataas… ganap na tayong nakahiga sa kama… na naging atin lamang
minsan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ikaw
naman ang humahalik sa aking dib-dib habang ibinababa ang aking short at brief…
at kapwa na nga tayo hubo’t-hubad… nag sasalo sa isang pagtatalik na puno ng
pag-ibig bagamat wala na dapat ito sa ating damdamin…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Muli
ay subo ko ang itong alaga… maging ikaw man ay sapu narin ng iyong bibig ang
aking kargada… walang hanggang ligaya ang dulot ng muli nating pagniniig….<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Nakakubabaw
ka na sa aking likod… at mula rito ay marahan mong ipinasok ang iyong ari sa
aking panglikod na lagusan… na roon pa rin ang sakit na dulot nito sat’wing ikaw
ang papasok sa akin… marahan, maingat… hanggang ang hapdi ay mapalitan ng sarap…
at kapwa natin pilit inabot ang magkabilang langit… ramdam ko mula sa aking
kaluoban ang pagdaloy ng mainit na likido mula sayo… pinagdiinan mo pa ang
pagkakatarak ng iyong alaga sa aking lagusan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahan
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matigas pa rin bagamat nahahapo na ako mula sa iyong ginawa… muli mo itong
isinubo… nilaro ng iyong dila… tila pinapahiran mo ng iyong laway… alam kong
sasabog na rin ako ano mang sandal subalit huminto ka… nakatitig lamang ako
sayo… ng bigla kang kumubabaw sa aking balakan itinutok mo ang iyong panglikod
na lagusan sa akin alaga… wala akong nakitang pag-aalinlangan sa iyong mga mata…
nais kita pigilan, dahil hindi naman ito natin dating ginagawa… ngumiti ka
lamang… at dahan-dahan… naramdaman kong bumabaon ang aking alaga sa iyong
lagusan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Napangiwi
ka ng bahagya… alam kong hindi ka sana’y, pero marahang taas-baba na ang iyong
ginagawa habang paluhod kang nakaupo sa aking harapan… di ko paipaliwanag ang
sarap na aking nararamdaman ng mga sandaling iyon… walang hanggang sarap… na
sana’y din a magwakas… subalit kumawala rin ang naipon kong katas… at kapwa
tayo hapong nahiga sa kama… matapos ang isang pagtatalik… nakayakap ako sayo…
kapwa tayo walang imik…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ilang
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bumasag sa ating katahimikan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“I
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Wala
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tumayo
ka mula sa kama… at marahang isinuot ang iyong damit… nakatingin lamang ako
sayo… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Binasag
lamang ang ating katahimikan ng isang Adhan* mula sa isang malapit na Mosque…
hudyad ng Salah*…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Matapos
mong magbihis, lumapit ka sa akin… nakaupo na ako sa gilid ng kama…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Niyakap
mo ako ng kayhigpit… at muling nag wika…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Always
remember that I love you and I will never forget you!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lumokso
muli ang aking puso… subalit alam ko naman hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon para
sa atin… kung kalian? Tanging panahon na lamang ang syang makakapagsabi…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“You
don’t need to say anything… Felmo, I know… Gooodbye!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tumalikod
ka papalapit sa pinto…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Jhomma…
thank you for everything!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Humarap
ka sa akin, at muli ay nasilayan ko sa iyong mga labi ang isang ngiti tulad ng
dati… ng una tayong nagkakilala…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
tuluyan ka ng lumabas ng pinto… naibulong ko na lamang sa hangin ang kanina pa
nais sabihin ng aking puso… na MAHAL KITA… Paalam!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Adhan:
Call for prayer in muslim<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Salah:
Muslim prayer<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<br /><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Chai:
tea with milk<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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</div>Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-74945721756506558632012-06-18T01:44:00.000-07:002012-06-18T01:44:18.576-07:00Father's Day!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Father’s
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">June
17, 2012 9:00AM: Millennium Hotel, Oman<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Dahil
sa may apat na araw akong bakasyon mula noong June 14-17, 2012 at dahil na rin
sa imbitasyon ng isang kaibigan ay nasa bansang Oman ako ngayon.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Habang
nakamasid ako sa dalampasigan at naghihintay na magising ang mga kasama ko na
marahil ay puyat dahil sa aming night-out, isang tawag ang aking natanggap….
Numero lamang ang rumihistro sa cp ko at hindi pamilyar sa akin ang country
code nito…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Hello…”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>ang aking nasambit ng sagutin ang tawag.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo,
anak daddy mo ito…” ang sagot sa kabilang linya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Kinabahan
ako ng sandaling iyon, hindi ko alam ang aking sasabihin… ang aking itay ang
tumatawag sa akin na halos tatlong taon ko nang di nakakausap.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Sandali
po hindi ko kayo marinig… lalabas lang ako” ang aking nagging tugon… upang
makapag-isip ng aking sasabihin… mula sa balkonahe ng hotel ako ay pumasok sa
kwarto at lumabas sa garden, napaso ako sa tindi ng sikat ng araw… ako ay
lumakad pa papalapit sa mga puno ng dates upang makisilong sa lilim na likha
nito…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Dad,
kamusta po? Kanino nyo nakuha ang number ko?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“nakuha
ko kay Archei (nakakabata kong kapatid)… nasa UAE ka pala?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Opo
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Kumusta
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Tila
napako ako sa aking kinatatayuan… kinakamusta ako ng aking ama… ng aking amang
halos di ko nakasama sa aking pagkabata, sa dahilang lumaki kaming ang kapiling
lamang ay ang aming ina. Nasa Saudi sya habang kami ay lumalaki… kada-dalawang
taon lamang kung sya ay umuwi, at isang buwan lamang ang kanyang inilalagi sa
amin at aalis namang muli.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ang
tangi ko lamang, ala-ala sa kanya ay ang mga laruang robot at baril-barilang na
di ko naman nilalaro at pailan-ilang larawan habang nakabakasyon sya sa
Pilipinas… ilang birthday bang wala sya? Ilang pasko? Ilang bagong taon… Minsan
nga naisip ko rin na sya marahil ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagkaganito… dahil
marahil wala akong father figure na namamalas sa aming tahanan… dahil embis na
basketball ay jack-stone ang nakagawian kong laruin… pati narin barbie habang
inaalagan ko ang bunso naming kapatid. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At
sya rin marahil ang dahilan kung bakit iniwan kami ni inay at sumama sa ibang
lalaki… dahil wala syang panahon para sa amin ng pamilya nya… o dahil ganti
lamang iyon ni inay sa kanyang pangbababae ng siya ay nasa Saipan pa. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Felmo
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Dad
sorry po… mahina lang ang signal dito kaya paputol-putol ang linya” ang akin
pang alibi<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Kamusta
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“mabuti
naman po… kayo po kamusta na?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ito
tumatanda na… hahahaha” bagamat tumatawa sya sa kabilang linya ay parang inmpit
ito na animo’y pinipigil lamang ang luha… hindi ko namalayan na tumulo na rin
ang luha sa aking mga mata<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Dad,
miss ko na po kayo” ang tangi kong nasambit.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“anak,
buti naman at sinagot mo ang tawag ko… ikaw na lang sa iyong apat na
magkakapatid ang di ko nakakausap, buti naman at kinausap mo rin ako…” nabasag
na ang kanyang tinig… at batid kong lumuluha sya sa kabilang linya… ako man ay
di ko na mapigilan ang ma-iyak…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Hinagilap
ko sa aking sarili ang sagot sa katanugang “Galit ba ako sa aking Itay?” pero
wala akong nakitang puot… dahil sa kabila ng lahat ay minahal ko sya at ganap
na naunawaan lalo nang ako naman ang nag-abroad at nakakilala ng mga simpleng
taong nag susumikap at nagtitiis sa ibayong dagat maitaguyod lamang ang mga
naiwang pamilya sa pilipinas…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahil
ay kinapos sya ng panahon para sa amin ng pamilya nya… dahil hindi sapat ang
panahon kanyang ginugol sa ibayong dagat upang maitaguyod nya ang aming
pag-aaral… ang aming bukas…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">…at
kung mabibigyan lamang sya ng ibang pagkakataon, marahil ay gagawa sya ng
paraan upang mabawi ang lahat nyang pagkukulang… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Dad…
pasensya na po…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Wala
kang dapat alalahanin… ako nga ang dapat na humingi ng paumanhin sa inyo… at
salamat na rin dahil hindi mo pinabayaan ang mga nakakabata mong kapatid…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Kamusta
na po si Tita Flor (ikalawang asawa ni itay)?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Mabuti
naman anak… dalawa na pala ang kapatid mo ditto… sabi nga pala ni Archie ay bakasyon
mo sa August… sana madalaw ka dito…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Po…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“kung
pwede ka lang naman… ako na ang bahala sa plane ticket mo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Balak
ko po kasing sa December na magbakasyon, kung papayagan po ako ng school… pero
kung matuloy po ako sa August sabihan ko po kayo…”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“ok,
anak… asahan ko”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“opo”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Ingat
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“salamat
po…. Dad!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Katahinikan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Anak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Salamat
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Halos
30minutes na ang nakakaraan mula ng huli kaming mag-usap na mag-ama… Masaya ako’t
muli ko syang nakausap, na muli ay nagbukas ang kumunikasyon naming dalawa. Marahil
nga’y mahirap tanggapin subalit batid kong mahal kami ng aming mga magulang…
mahal ako ng aking ama!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Eto
ako ngayon naka online magpapabook ng flight papuntang Kuwait sa darating na
August!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">“Hindi
dahil sa hindi na nila MAHAL ang isa’t-isa ay din na rin nila MAHAL ang
kanilang ANAK!" -mula ito sa isang english movie na nakalimutan ko na ang pamagat... sinasabi ng isang babae sa isang bata na bagamat naghiwalay ang kanyang mga magulang hindi mawawala ang pagmamahal nila sa kanyang anak... tinagalog ko na to-</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Marahil
hindi ako magiging ama… pero sapat na ang aking namalas sa tinagal ng aking
buhay sa mundong ito upang maintindihan ang aking ama… at ibang pang mga ama!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Happy
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</div>Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-58945847028691360842012-05-20T04:02:00.001-07:002012-06-09T01:31:04.552-07:00Pagbabalik...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Bakit muli kitang pinapasok?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Sa akin pinto… sa aking puso at sa bawat nitong
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At muli ito ka…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">nagsasabing ako’y mahal mo pa<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">nangangakong ako’y di na muling iiwan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">dahil sa piling ko, sabi mo naroon ang kaligayahan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ayaw kitang paniwalaan…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ni ayaw kong ikaw ay pakinggan<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">subalit yakap na kita muli ng kay higpit<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">labi ko ay siil na nang iyong mga halik<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Muli sa parihaba kong mundo ikaw ay nagbabalik<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">kasinungalingang sabihing ako sayo’y di nasabik<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">dahil walang araw na di ko man lang ninais…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ang sandaling ito… ang makapiling ka… yakap ng
iyong bisig<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sapagkat di ko kakayaning muling magdamdam ng
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">at ng pag-ibig mong… ang nagmamay-ari ay di
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</div>Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-65905888670935873272012-04-21T00:16:00.003-07:002014-02-02T03:20:31.218-08:00Ang PUSO...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">ang larawan ay may pahintulot ni Harold Anderson ng FB</span></div>
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PUSO… <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Paano
kita malilimutan? Pangkaraniwang tanong ng pusong minsan ay dumanas ng pighati,
kalungkutan at pag-babaliwala. Bakit nga ba kasi kay hirap lumimot sa taong
minsan nating minahal, o baka naman laging minamahal? <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ang
puso kasi ay di agad nakakalimot at di rin agad nag-aalis ng isang damdamin na
kanyang nasumpungan, na kahit alam nyang di na siya mahal ng taong mahal nya ay
patuloy parin s’yang aasa na balang araw… may magbabalik… at may muling kakatok
sa kanyang puso… ang taong pinaglaanan nya ng kanyang pag-ibig. Kahit pa ang
taong ito ay ang mismong taong sumugat sa kanya. <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Lagi
na, nasasabi ng ganito sa puso ang mga salitang: Baliw… Hibang… Bulag… Manhid…
Martir… ah ano paba… Tanga… minsan kahit na gustohin man ng puso na kumawala sa
nakaraan patuloy parin syang nakikipaglaban para sa isang pag-ibig… na minsan
ay napasakanya! <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">At
habang na sa ganoong sitwasyon ang puso, may bagong pag-ibig na dumarating.
Ngunit mapapansin nga ba? Minsan kasi, ayaw ng puso na muling mag-mahal dahil
sa mas nais pa nito ang dating pag-ibig. Kahit pa hindi naman ito nagdulot ng
tuwa, bagkus ay pait. Dahil marahil naroroon parin ang minsan isang pagtinging
iniukol sa kapwa nya puso. <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Sa
tagpong ito sino ang pipiliin? Ang dating umaakupa sa puso o ang nangangako ng
bagong pagmamahal. Ang nakakatakot sa ganitong pangyayari iyong dating pag-ibig
pa ang nagtatagumpay. Bakit nga ba kasi ang puso ay tila mas nais
pang-manatiling nasasaktan? kaysa umasa sa isa na naman pangako. Dahil marahil nadadala
ang puso, pero hindi sya marunong lumimot ng agad. At ilang pasakit nga ba ang
kailangan upang masabi ng puso ang mga katagang: tama na… sobra na… ayaw ko na…
Pero minsan magulo parin, ayaw ng mag-mahal ng iba. Dahil mahal parin ang
nauna, na sa piling niya ngayon ay wala! <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Kung
minsan naman iba ang nagaganap, meron pang minamahal pero nagagawa pa ring
mag-mahal ng iba. Ung tipong “Sana dalawa ang puso ko”… sa ganitong sitwasyon
naman paano ba namimili ang puso? Ang bagong pag-ibig o ang dating pagsinta?
Hindi nga kasi natin natatagpuan ang lahat ng katangiang gusto natin sa iisang
tao lang. Kung kaya minsan akala natin mahal na natin, iyon pala may iba pa…
“kung naghintay ka lang sana puso”… Ano nga ba talaga ang nararapat para sa
pusong nagmamahal? Isang kapwa puso na umiibig, nagpapaligaya o ung nakakapag
dulot ng pag-asa. <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">May
mga puso namang kung bansagan ay mapaglaro… dahil sa dinami-dami ng kanyang
minahal, ni isa walang tumagal… mapag-hanap… kung minsan tuloy kay raming
nasasaktan. Ngunit gusto nga kaya ito ng puso? O sadyang di lang talaga nya
natatagpuan ang isang kapwa puso na talagang nais nyang pag-alayan ng kanyang
kabuohan. <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ang
hirap kasi nito, ang puso ay hindi nag bigay ng panuntunan kung ano… sino… at
kailan… basta gusto gagawin, pag-ayaw lilisan… Ano’t ano paman, ang tamang
kasagutan ay puso lang talaga ang nakakaalam. Dahil ang puso ay di kaylanman
nagkamali. Dahil ang tangi niya lamang alam ay magmahal. Naging hindi lang ayon
minsan sa kanyang desisyon ang mga kaganapan, kung kaya minsan sya ay
nagdurugo… nasasaktan… <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ang
batas kasi ng pag-ibig ay magmahal lang ng walang hinihinging kapalit… iyon ang
alam ng puso, at wala ng iba pa. <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">IKAW
HANDA KA BANG MAGMAHAL KAHIT MASAKTAN? <o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">O
HANDA KA BANG MASAKTAN MAKAPAGMAHAL LANG?<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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</span><a href="http://www.filipinowriter.com/ang-puso"><span style="color: white; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">http://www.filipinowriter.com/ang-puso</span></a> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">oh dibha... ang cute... </span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">O kaya maging dog…</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFZSv-QPW29cJBJyYcSdbHW4FQsqqSd1vNxK9IXYo9kXbRlmh24rHXXUdQd1jJEtbBVAZ-5X-SCNs1sIpa6lv0-Rl2hXC285oEgjBauE1HFyu03xbym7ssFp4Kp-aZsliz8EhtGSpun9OY/s1600/inca1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="310" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFZSv-QPW29cJBJyYcSdbHW4FQsqqSd1vNxK9IXYo9kXbRlmh24rHXXUdQd1jJEtbBVAZ-5X-SCNs1sIpa6lv0-Rl2hXC285oEgjBauE1HFyu03xbym7ssFp4Kp-aZsliz8EhtGSpun9OY/s400/inca1.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><o:p> <span style="color: white;">Haba lang ng hair.... </span></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Puppy kaya…</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Or iro… pwede rin pabo on the right o kaya naman ibon on the left... pero ayaw kong nakakulog... sige iro na talaga...</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRbJUUDOMfqPoxUL-jMHX4BbRrAg6dXtFIGbA9CQHHCJsFpvLgWmF13xaKJgeInX8nTrMtDszu2xvfm1bj2K4uYyXeiFYCzw0q0KzEDnqorNNDTINPv-z5hgb57JopNtspqnKCd5NBvC1d/s1600/inca3.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="255" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRbJUUDOMfqPoxUL-jMHX4BbRrAg6dXtFIGbA9CQHHCJsFpvLgWmF13xaKJgeInX8nTrMtDszu2xvfm1bj2K4uYyXeiFYCzw0q0KzEDnqorNNDTINPv-z5hgb57JopNtspqnKCd5NBvC1d/s400/inca3.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">At dahil wala pa rin akong napili… sa pagkainip umalis ang fairy godmother… babalik daw after a century…</span> <o:p></o:p></span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ganun… tanda ko na noon ah… isang century plus my age now… mga 116 year old na ako nun… (wala sanang kumontra) ang kumontra magiging ipis sa next life nya… haha (tamang tawa lang….)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Pero sadya talagang mahirap mag decide sometimes…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Lalo na’t it’s a matter of life and death…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Hayyyy! Ang life talaga… sometimes it’s Hard!<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Dati si Miss Chuni: </span><a href="http://misschuniverse.blogspot.com/"><span style="color: white;">http://misschuniverse.blogspot.com/</span></a><o:p></o:p></span></div><span style="color: white;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Hindi kaya gusto lang akong pabalikin nang admin namin?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Pwes hindi ako magpapadala sa sandaling ito…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">hindi ako magpapayaya sa batis ng kaligayahan…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">dapat din akong manindigan<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">para sa aking mga karapatan…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">dapat na akong mamili…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">ang aking mga kaphatids… o ang minsang kaligayahan…</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ay…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ang hirap ah!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">parang subject na math lang…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">na hindi ko man lang naranasang maka dos…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Pero marupok ako… na nadadarang lamang sa tawag ng laman…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">kaya…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ako naman kaya ang magyayaya this time…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">sayang din naman nho!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Bakit kasi minsan unfair ang life…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Bakit kung ano ang nagpapaligaya sa iyo<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Iyon naman ang ipagkakait sayo…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Oh why… <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>oh why?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">But wait, there’s more… ano pa nga pa ang inaangal ko…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">kung ang kapalit naman ng mga ito <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Nakikiliti kasi ako…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">May kamera nho… ang poise! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Sa work ko lang naman hindi na a-access <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ang blogsite nyo…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Pero sa hauz ko pwede naman…</span> <strong><span style="color: white;">PROMISE!</span></strong> <o:p></o:p></span></div><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">So kahit nasa work open ng mga site na paghuhugutan ng inspirations, at syempre… san pa magsisimula kung di sa blogsite ng mga sisters…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Hindi ko kinaya… at hindi ko kakayanin everrrrrrrrr… BAKIT?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Open ko nga ang blogsite ko (kaba mode)…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Ayyyy nag-open naman… <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Pero hindi pa ring tamang ma-block ang mga sisters ko…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Kailangan kong ireklamo sa admin namin ang kalapastanganang ito…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Of all site… ang mga site pa ng mga ito!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Paglabag ito sa akin human rights!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Sugod ako sa network room namin to talk sa aming system admin…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Kailangan ipamukha ko sa kanya na mali ang kanilang ginawa…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Kakausapin ko sila… kahit pa nose bleed ang katapat!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Knock 3 times…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Enter d’ dragon ang ang lola sa room…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">At nag litanya…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;"><em>“Anong kababalaghan ang pinag gagawa n’yo dito… at bakit ang mga blogsite na dinadalaw ko ay kailangang ma block sa system… ito na nga lang ang kaligayahan ko… ito lang"…</em> w/matching lupasay on the floor… mala Nura lang… <em>“I did not kill anybody!”</em> o <em>“Hindi baboy ang kapatid ko, my brother is not a pig!”<o:p></o:p></em></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;"><em>“What? What’s the matter for you?”</em> <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Sori na, na carried away lang…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;"><em>“Where is your admin?”</em> mataray na sinabi… naks! English yan w/European accent…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Enter sa door mala tsunami walk…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Repeat performance (drama mode)… in English… sa nakatalikod na admin…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">Face to face me… face to face me! (karugtong ng drama mode) oh diba… kaya ba nila yan?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">At humarap ang admin… nag hubad ng damit… </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiN5uzmoJuZS3wQFNPUYowA3KsZ4ZLfi0zIkhLoML9B7HAg9cIJJT8PJiiPPrRpx57VRVzVta7XbvxxZZirHRNiGaV1ilzLoxky1jFgPvD7F9RRXSDw3h4jozTycNQKfPlKnf17f3yRItA-/s1600/breo1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="209" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiN5uzmoJuZS3wQFNPUYowA3KsZ4ZLfi0zIkhLoML9B7HAg9cIJJT8PJiiPPrRpx57VRVzVta7XbvxxZZirHRNiGaV1ilzLoxky1jFgPvD7F9RRXSDw3h4jozTycNQKfPlKnf17f3yRItA-/s320/breo1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><em><span style="color: white;">“What is the problem about the internet connection?”<o:p></o:p></span></em></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><em><span style="color: white;">“Oh! Internet connection?… it’s nothing… I just come to say… that you have a good network security especially with internet sites… Good Job!”<o:p></o:p></span></em></span></div><span style="color: white;"> </span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: white;">At nag tatakbo ako papalayo… dahil malapit ng mag-alas dose… at muli ako’y magbabalik sa aking tunay na anyo… sa aking pagmamadali ay naiwan ko ang isa kong sapatos…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrvjLhkvhVDh54bnUNA_dxMd552vT1WHqfPA0epn-P_0I3gj_cz9edtL67M0RbeEnedfMTvTf1EG2_rWbXtMS5-p0D_n_o0Tm3DNWZCDP4FEWk8fQF3W3Kq8bHAfPYm1roR8kUikBHuGlH/s1600/breo5.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrvjLhkvhVDh54bnUNA_dxMd552vT1WHqfPA0epn-P_0I3gj_cz9edtL67M0RbeEnedfMTvTf1EG2_rWbXtMS5-p0D_n_o0Tm3DNWZCDP4FEWk8fQF3W3Kq8bHAfPYm1roR8kUikBHuGlH/s1600/breo5.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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</div></div>Felmohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16982568149444695487noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5718825680852712815.post-7377696838399154132012-04-07T02:35:00.000-07:002012-04-07T02:35:29.095-07:00Mickey<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Ilang araw din akong naging masaya</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">bawat lumbay ay di inalintana</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">dahil nga kapiling kita</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa kaharian mong kay ganda…</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At ngayon muli kitang nakita… namasadan</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">hindi sa kaharian, kundi sa isang katawan</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa dalampasigan ng aking pag-iisa</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">muli nagdulot ka sa akin ng ligaya…</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Lumapit ako upang mas matunghayan ka</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">isang ngiti ang ganti ng sayo ngayo’y nagdadala</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa pagkakataon ito bay magiging akin kana?</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">sa sarili kong mundo’y maiuuwi ba kita?</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">At di nga ako nabigo</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">muli umusbong ang isang pagsuyo…</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ngayon nga’y masasabi kong akin kana</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="color: white;"><span style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">may bunos pang dala-dala!</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
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